I’m the Lapdog Rejected by My Snow Leopard Mate

My beloved snow leopard mate was once my hero. From the moment he saved my life... I gave him all my love and everything I had. I loved him, cared for him, and gave him all of myself. But every time I tried to get close to him, it only filled him with utter disgust. To me, he was the one I deeply loved. He was my hero. But to him, I was only a despised little lapdog. I loved him so much... I don’t understand...