Totally captivated by him

At the age of 18, Hausman witnessed the horrific assault of his brother by a man, developing severe homophobia from then on; the mere proximity to men made him feel nauseous and sick to his stomach. He thought he was an unquestionably straight man, but a single glance from the new CFO, Christian, made him lose control and masturbate. He struggled, resisted, and shamed Christian with the most vicious words, yet he couldn't help but repeatedly possess him, confine him, take bullets for him, and jump into the sea for him. From "You sicken me" to "I'll protect you with my life," this homophobic tyrant was ultimately "bent" by the very emotions he most detested — it turned out all his aversion was simply because he hadn't met the right person.